No Days Without Hangout

no days without hangout. Maybe that's our life motto. 

I'm still busy with my fucking school stuff. make-up test, the unfinished project, and so on. and I'm still worried about my report book. But I'm sure that I'm going to pass this grade. And I hope my school isn't so meany. wory sh

Today, my friends and I went to Kelapa Gading Mall. Kelapa Gading, yeah that's right baby. Gading again and again. Smoking, lunch, and chit-chat. That's all. Then my mom called and she told that Ko Aseng come and wants to fix my PC. 

After that, Lami and I went home earlier. since we're running out of money, we took the public transport. 

and at the M01, I saw an advertisement. OH MY GOD DAMN SHIT. The one who made it must be the stupidest advertisement maker. How could it attract people, huh? 

'Pantylier' What? HEY DUDE IT's PANTYLINER. And the other mistakes. 

Oh yeah, this is the 'Gading' trip.

ki-ka: Lami, Rossa, Raisa, Ila, Atul, Icong

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Too Much

I hate the way you treated me. Oh, could you be more... what should we call these kind of things?

Actually, I don't give a fuck. It's up to you if you want to brag more more and more. I don't care. If you realize it, the more you brag, the more I hate you. Or I could say, we hate you. The bullshit things you've said didn't make you looks cool, you know? It was only make you look like a fool. You ARE a fool. Hhh. 

But, the weirdest thing is, I'm starting to like you. I don't know why and I don't know how. But that feelings just popped out in my heart everytime I hear your voice or I see your face. And, I hate to admit it, but it's increasing every single time you talk to me. 

I would say thanks to you. You made 'Avon' out of my head. You kicked him out, and replace him. Thanks.

Who am I?

hhhh

sometimes it's hard to be yourself. I just wondered, 'That's not who I am. Why did I act like that?' and then the answer popped out in my head several second later. 'It's because you wants to be like them.' 

really?

maybe it is right, mabe it's wrong. I can't decide. but I do love myself more than anything. why do I want to be like them? hmmm it's confusing.

Remedial Day

Monday, June 8th

When I arrived at school this morning, my friends are gone. I wondered where they were then I called one of them. She said they were at McD Cikini. Uggh, I was too lazy to catch them up. So I decided to stay at school, maybe there is something I could do to fix my score. I was right. I met my history teacher, he said that I still could do the make-up test. HOORAY.  

after that, I was on my way to McD Cikini when Lami texted me: 'Sa, where r u? I'm on the way to school.' fuck. 

you know what? I'm sick of using english -_______________-

So, abis ngerjain tugas-tugas remed yang ada, gue dan yang lain (Icong, Ila, Lami, Atul, Gue, Rosa dan cowoknya Rosa) pergi ke B.O. Hmm, gue lupa atau lebih tepatnya gue ga meratiin B.O itu singkatan dari apa. Kayak resto gitu modelnya, ada yang indoor dan outdoor. karena banyak yang ngerokok (I'm not included), jadi kami milih tempat yang outdoor. Kami pun mesen makanan dan minuman. Oh iya, ada minuman ajaib bernama 'Joshua' disini hahaha. Kayaknya itu tuh ExtraaJosh (bener ga tulisannya?) di campur sama susu. Harganya murah dan rasanya unik. 

setelah minum dan makan plus ngabisin rokok, rencananya kami semua mau cabut ke rumah si kembar (Ila Icong). Tapi, sialnya tiba-tiba ujan deres. Lebih sial lagi, kami duduknya di tempat outdoor, kehujanan lah kami. dengan rasa nekat, gue Ila Lami yang kelaperan ini pun lari menembus hujan menuju bajaj. dan langsung capcus ke rumah Ila. 

setelah itu kegiatan dilanjutkan dengan makan nasi, makan Indomie Goreng, foto-foto, ngobrol, tidur2an, dll sampe akhirnya gue lami dan atul cabut duluan. 

The Beauties Pt. 2

Kali ini gue jatuh cinta sama Jessica Stam.

 sumpah cantik parah ini manusia.

 manusia apa Peri sih sebenernya??

CANTIK NYAA 8Q --> imotikon autis

Lahir: April 23, 1986

wihihihih untuk lebih lengkapnya, klik aja di Wikipedia - Jessica Stam

Song of The Week by: Watchout! Theres Ghosts

Yak, hari jumat kemarin gue baru ngirim lagu ini dari handphone nya Icong. Trus gue dengerin, dan langsung suka deh :) di iTunes gue, lagu ini udah ke played sebanyak 124 kali hihiih.

trus gue googling mereka, liat tampang mereka, dan WOW GANTENG YA hihihihihih

nih ada potongan lagunya

I Ruin Dreams Not Nightmares - Watchout! Theres Ghosts
-from imeem-

I'm back with another 'suram' stories

wow, kangen juga nulis blog setelah sekian lama ga nulis. yaaaa sebenernya ga ada hal seru yang bisa gue ceritain, berhubung gue ini emang suram.

gue lagi ketar ketir deg-degan ga karuan sama masalah sekolah gue. gue sering ga masuk, hampir selalu telat, nilai jelek jelek. mau jadi apa gue? 

mana kalau CCF gue selalu ga bisa konsentrasi. bawaan nya pingin gambaaaaaaaaaaar mulu. ya Tuhan, saya salah pergaulan ya? perasaan emang dari dulu udah salah deh, kenapa efeknya baru muncul sekarang? padahal gue udah niatin buat serius belajar, tapi ga ada yang ngedukung siiih. 

duh gue butuh temen belajar 

temen yang bisa mensupport gue, yang bisa marahin gue kalau males, yang bisa ngasih pujian kalau gue berhasil belajar. dan intinya, kayaknya, gue butuh cowok -_____-

atau enggak, gue pingin ada Nisrina yang lain. Nisrina yang dulu, kalau pas ke kantin aja dia masih ngetes gue dengan rumus-rumus matematika. I MISS HER SO BADLY

gue berjanji sama diri gue sendiri kalau gue akan serius belajar. ini demi cita-cita gue meeeen. gue ga mau masa depan gue suram gara-gara kelakuan gue. gue mau berubah. gue butuh perubahan. 

satu lagi, gue butuh KURUS hahahaha.

wish me luck, pals. 

lanjuut.

kali ini masalah rokok. serius ya gue jadi ketagihan banget. padahal tadinya ga kayak gini. siaaaaaaaall. eh tapi ngomong ngomong, sekarang nafsu makan gue berkurang loooh hihihihihi

- CHEERS 

yap. gue di cut sama Onta. salah gue juga sih. latihan rutinnya itu bentrokan sama jadwal les CCF gue. gue disuruh ganti hari, tapi entah kenapa gue enggan aja gitu kalau musti ganti hari. itu artinya kan gue harus beradaptasi sama tempat baru, temen-temen baru. padahal gue udah betah sama kelas gue yang sekarang :)

- FRIENDS

iiih ga tau kenapa yaaa akhir akhir ini gue jadi gampang kangeeeeen banget sama Nunu + Khalisa. padahal hampir setiap hari gue ketemu mereka, ngobrol, ngegossip. tapi tetep aja gue kangen :( kenapa gitu ya? pingin deh jalan bener-bener seharian. nginep di hotel bertiga, cerita-cerita, dll. 

okziii sekian dulu deh hihihi

once again, WISH ME LUCK